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Photos — the n00d shoot

Dave did a great job.  He really did.  I’m actually impressed with the shots.  I like them.  I’m even impressed with myself as a model.

There’s just one problem.

I have weight to lose.  It’s not that I think I’m fat or I have low self-esteem or anything, but getting the pictures really made me realize that I’m pretty cool.  I have great potential.  But I can’t move past where I am and be what I want to be without finally taking my weight seriously.

I love the shots though, Dave.  Amazing.

Vil.

I have a brand-new car.  He’s reliable, he’s gorgeous, and he’s a sporty little thing.  We’ll get on well.  :)

We were supposed to film a movie to-day, but no sitter = no go.  An almost-3-year-old is not conducive to shooting a film.  God, I hope we can reschedule to next weekend.

I’m stressing a bit about that, and the business, and…well, that’s basically it.  I’m exhausted, but I’m not stressing about my first nude photoshoot on Tuesday.  I’m looking forward to it!  :D